What else would my entry pertain to?

UGHHH.
Boys.
Enough said.

I'm pretty sure most girls i know are feeling exactly how i feel. Why do boys think girls dont have feelings, that we arent people and that we dont get hurt easily. I finally found a boy who is sincere and genuine. and for ONCE it wasnt an act. How do I know? The way he acted, the things he did...but most of all because of the way he reacted to her. He put himself in a rough situation i understand that, i understand where his mind and heart were. Normally id think he was a prick...i would normally say hes just like the rest..but i cant. Mostly because i feel for him. I was in his place two months ago, to this day i still miss...him...the second night we were here i was a little not myself and i saw him and after five minutes of holding it in...i lost myself...i cried hysterically to the point where my roomate had to rush m eout of the bar...thats so pathetic but i was weak and i wasnt myself not to mention PMS is a bitch. But reguardless... i know how hes feeling inside...to him she was the closest he has ever felt to a girl...to me my old boy was the closest i have ever felt to a boy...same situation you see. He may have started talkin to me amoungst it all but still he was attatched.

To be honest he flat out admitted to me that he gets attached very fast. I know the feeling more then you guys know. Hearing that made me think he was perfect! haha i think i need a boy who i sensative and can get attached...not in the bad sense... but in the good. It seems to me that the boys my friends and myself meet have never fully gotten attatched...not like we have at least. I find that a good quality to had...agreed it could have its bad sides like maybe he might be a tad annoying but you know at this point...id rather have a little annoyance in my life then a asshole.

I do not know what will come of this. I cant even guess...all i can do it hope
I have to give it time.
I am not a patient person.
But i want this more then anything right now.
So i have to wait it out.
I will wait it out.
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY FOR ONCE!!!!