Lost

I'm so lost right now...
i don't even know.

As far as the new boy... i can't tell what he wants. Sure he seems like a perfect genuine guy, and he's straight up honest with me can't deny that...but still...He...seemed that way to. I'm sick of being confused by boys. I'm sick of not knowing what their intentions are. I'm sick of falling for boys so easily. I'm sick of it all. Mostly I'm sick of myself.

1) i still let that one boy get to me...every time i see him...i can't think...my mind just goes into immature mode and i don't have any control of how i act for that split second.
2) I've decided that no matter what, i can not be friends with that one boy, although it seems he has gotten over the stupid situation and is starting to acknowledge the fact that me and anna are alive again...if i cant be with him... i cannot talk to him...it pains me way to much.
3)Because of the old boy...i find it hard to trust the new one. I just can't trust boys around other girls now, they are all the same.
4)dont feel like ifnishing this...peace