Cute night

Tonight was fun.
Everyone including the teacher came for my last night at work.
if you could call my job work. i dressed up, sat people, and got complimented a lot.
Getting paid for that is practically like stealing the money.

It just hit me hard how different life is going to be. A lot of people seem to be leaving during the course of the next week. Although i may not be as close to some as others, its still strange to see everyone just pack up and go and watch us all go our separate ways to our new and hopefully exciting lives. Coming back to all hang out will be strange without a doubt. Not because its going to be awkward, but rather the fact all our lives will be changing so much. Some of us will be maturing, and others well some people will never change, which isnt always a bad thing. Looking back on the past four years, i wouldnt change anything. Sure things went bad, and i did a few things that were very dumb. However no matter how dumb i think things i've done were at the time i must have wanted to do them, so no regrets.

College is only 16 (since its almost midnight) days away. Scary thought. Last night realizing how close move in day was, made me do a lot a lot of thinking. I'm leaving behind so much, my friends and family, my comfort zone and the love that a feel around all of them. I've been babied my whole life, yes i admit it. Being the youngest and only daughter my parents treasured me. And the fact my brothers are so much older i was practically like an only child. Leaving behind my family mostly my parents is going to be my hardest feat. Not seeing them for along time is not something i'm quite ready to handle. The thought of it makes me tear up. Call me a baby, fine by me. As for my brothers and sister i will miss them terribly, we are so close and in the past 2 months me and nick have helped each other through a lot. It is really sad to think how much of baby Vincent's life i'm going to miss. However it's not by choice so i can't feel guilty. Friends wise?

In the past couple months i've grown closer to 3 people in particular. I thought our friendships had been strong already but during the course of this summer our friendships have reached a higher level that most people only wish for. These girls are my life. Not one day passes that i don't talk to them, or even see them for the most part. We've endured the worst and best of times, and stuck together through hectic and dramatic filled high school years. 4 girls, 4 years, a life ling friendship. Nothing could be better. Each are special in their own way.

One is my responsible friend probably the most responsible of us all. I can count in this girl for everything and i must say she has given me the same thinking pattern as her, before i met her i didnt quite think the way i do know, but i was a sheltered private school girl, i needed that change haha.

One is my friend who goes crazy with me. The teachers we have had together loved our little duo, if a teacher didn't see us together at school they found it weird. This girl was an awesome wing man to me as well, haha. We hate the same people and could tell you everything and anything about the Disney channel, although she as one up one me with the Jb's.

One is someone who i have known for a very long time. Me and her have been with each other through everything. She has been my partner in crime since day one. As long as i can remember she has been my shoulder to cry on, and i thank her for all the years of listening to me complain about stupid boys, and stupid middle school drama.


i could write you so much more about each of them. But i don't you all going and stealing them from me. joking. But seriously no one could as for a better group of friends. No one will ever replace them, and no one can even try. There is just to much to live up to, and i know when we say friends forever, its from the heart and we mean every word of it. I don't care how many cliches there are about everyone saying that you rarely stay friends with your high school friends in college. Screw them they clearly did not have the friends i do or the bond we all share. I've seen these girls at there best and worst, and no one and i mean no one can tell me we are gonna be another cliche and not talk to each other. Sure i mean we wont see each other everyday like we are use to, heck me and the one have seen each other pretty much every day since first grade, you do the math that is a lot.

Forever means forever and i intend every bit to have a life long friendship with them.

X...love you girls/